No, isaac, in reply to your post, that's not 'like saying smth along the lines of oh we're all gonna die anyway. May as well now.'
I'm not saying let's all go jump down the building and start hating each other to shit.
I'm not saying throw our relationships down the toilet blow and flush.
OBVIOUSLY I'M SAYING LET'S JUST ALL SEVERE OUR TIES STRAIGHT AWAY AND SCREW THE TOILET BOWL BECAUSE IT TAKES TOO DAMN LONG TO FLUSH (yes, very obvious sarcasm, if you guys can't catch it)

What I'm saying is, accept it, because it's a natural death (unless, isaac, you thought I was being serious with that side note about euthanasia, because I thought it was pretty obviously meant to be a stupid funny joke), it's inevitable, and there's no point being sad about it, because things happen the way they happen. Yea, maybe if you try hard to keep the class together, maybe that little effort will help, but if the rest of the class doesn't try as hard, then it's pretty negligible. (And given our class spirit-meter, I say it isn't as easy as saying "COME BROTHERS! FIGHT AGAINST THIS ENEMY WE CALL DEATH! RISE AND FIGHT!" to get everyone trying)So no point being sad. Numbered days are numbered days. Death of relationship happens all the time. If not we'd all be (weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee) the best friends in the whole wide world, but that's not happening, so relationships end. Relationships have a lifespan, just as humans do, and the relationship can die just as a human can. Yes, you can mourn just as you mourn the passing of a loved one, but no point getting too worked up, because we're going separate ways at the end of the day. Sure, the days of 202 were fun. And we can try to cling to it till it at last falls apart, but that's all. So be sad as much as you like; I'm just advising not to be too sad. (Frankly I don't feel really sad at all but that's just anti-social me, no?)
Oh, and talking about primary school friends, making friends with girls is like waging a war in politics. You got one clique here and another clique there and both act so friendly and sick and sweet in front of one another it makes me sick, but they both hate each other to bits behind each other's back, and talk and gossip all friggn' day. That is girl friendship for you(in my prischl at least, as I see it) I want to stay neutral. I don't want to get torn between two cliques. It's dirty politics, in case you haven't realised. Alliances change. Take our class girls.
start of year: audrey and jean. Andy, pari and angela. Me still alone.
after a while: me, andy and jean, audrey with 203, pari and angela
then: andy, me plus jean, slightly, audrey either with pari and angela or 203
after that: me(slightly), andy, audrey, pari and angela, jean with 203
and then after that: me(on my own, neutral) angela, audrey, andy and pari(slightly), jean with 203.
WOW. All this changing friendships kinda make you want to vomit. No better in the prisch friends. True friends: I have never ever come by. This is how hard it is to make friends with girls. Dirty politics. That's what.
Which is why, my policy now, go with teh boys, or go with yourself. Fullstop. Happy.
True friends? when I find someone with many more things in common with me than the ppl in our class have now, then i'll be satisfied.
Until then?
I'm perfectly happy as a neutral party, thank you very much.