The word, that damned word... four letters long, and its said alot in schools. and by teachers. OI! wad u thinking? not THAT word, the "e" word... nevermind. its "EXAM"... not one quarter fish three quarters duck. not that.

exams, exams.
how i hate them.

now, cos' of them, i cant sleep properly, cant play properly, can barely bother to smile.
barely bother to care about
work
barely bother to care about
anything
it makes me not give a damn about my life, how i spend it etc. (no i'm not suicidal. not yet.)
it also screws up my appetite.
one meal once all rice, no veg or meat
*sigh*

well, i'm getting a b or b+ in most subjects, which is crap.

i got a u grade in axis...

i know, i know. im crap.

who reading this post has read battle royale?
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Battle_Royale
basically, students are forced to fight each other.

what would you do if you were in this situation?

i really doubt any of you would really wanna really kill nicholas, or even harm him.
my point is- ARRGH! my eye! damndamn pain w8 ahr i put eyedrop 1st...
ok back sry... stipid exams make me mug till eye pain (?)
anyway, we may hate each other, but do any of us really hate each other so much that we would even aim a gun at someone? no, right?
c'mon, we're gonna be stuck with each other for 6 yrs. i noe, i noe, yr 3 well split, but wadabout cross-class? like how the pwnage family is not just a M08102 thing?
think about it. or rather, dont. not yet. after friday then think abt it. dun distract yrselves. nicholas may be a sonofa beach, but he's still amusing at times, not that im happy to admit it... but lets accept him and not really sabo him every chance we get. i'll probably never be his friend, but i'll try my best not to be his enemy.
will you?
to nicholas: will you? will you try to be more social? mock others less?
answer yourselves, i dont need your answers.

finally, thank you all. everyone in m08102, everyone that cheered me up with your smiles and so on. you probably do not know how much that helps.
thank you all.
my only "regret" is that NUSH is not methodist, but that may be what God put me here for. to bring the word of god to others in this world.
question is, will you accept it?
most people i have been talking to about god have readily accepted it.
but what about the others? i cant force you to, only encourage. but i still pray for all of you, yes, all of you to be christians.
will i be able to be with God in heaven if i die now, and be able to say "God, these are the people i have told about your word" and be able to bring you with me when other's time comes?
will i be with you in heaven eternally when our time comes?

thanks, all of you in school for cheering me up, making me happy in times like this.
i hope the answer to that question is a definite yes.


*sigh*
i really need to study for physics now.
*sigh*
screwed up my maths and lit papers
*sigh*


random afterthought: wow, i still dont believe my church uses electric guitars, drums and synthesizers. wow.


*singing*
"you are the alpha and the omega"
"the beginning and the end"
"you are my lord and saviour"
"my eternal friend"

//end\\

.:~Isaac~:.